Define friend. I want to see if our definitions match. Nah, didn't think so.

Under the Sun by Sugar Ray

Now this is somethin' from back in the day
I'll always remember Run DMC
And all the good times
That we had on the beach
Stealing sips from a paper cup
And making out in the sand
Maybe I'm dreaming
Can you tell me

Chorus
Do you remember
The summers that lasted so long
June til September
Was our time to sing all the songs
Do you remember
All of us together
As we grew up under the sun

I'll always remember everything we do
Rockin' the eighties blastin' KROQ
I remember Culture Club
The Clash, and Men Without Hats
Seems kind of funny right now
But it's taking me back
We'd always sing along
And laugh out loud at ourselves
Don't want to stop dreaming


Can you tell me

Chorus
Do you remember
The summers that lasted so long
June til September
Was our time to sing all the songs
Do you remember
All of us together
As we grew up under the sun

I want to rewind every time
'Cause the words have so much meaning
They were there when nobody cared
Always knew what I was feeling
Stay tonight don't leave me reminiscing
All I do is wind up missing you
And you missing
Are you missing me
na na na

Chorus
Do you remember
The summers that lasted so long
June til September
Was our time to sing all the songs
Do you remember
All of us together
As we grew up under the sun

There is nothing but silence

Then I snap.

THE END

    *HELLO FLASHBACK*

      I feel so empty right now and im so pissed off that i can't even write it down in my tabulas coz' the person who I makes me feel empty could be reading my tabulas. Sigh... I guess I'll have to write everytthing down by hand just to let out all of my frustrations... Basta it's been a week since last kami nag-usap ng matino ng taong yun... I miss that person so much I'm starting to become pathetic. Grr... Oh well I'm off to write stuff down in my real life journal. -.-

     In other news.. kakabiostat long exam namin kahapon ON A SATURDAY sa sec lec C... hahaha yun yung Sci10 classroom ni gayle :p Brings back memories... Anyway our Biostat exam was all about probabliliy and shit and ang highest grade possible na makukuwa ko is a C.. omg >.< malas. Pero ang lowest possible D! AT least hindi F.. T_T Malas naman ng buhay... SAKIT SA ULO!!! <-- Favorite line ko ngaun! hahaha kasi ang raming sakit sa ulo... Biostat, Dota pustahans and girls!! Well not girls in general.. this one girl kasi... basta. SAKIT SA ULO. Si Dyeyk nagsabi sakin nyan wahahaha.. siya rin angsabi sakn na ang mga babae daw malabo talaga wala ka nang magagawa. :p

    In other news... nakita ko nga pala si dyeyk at si chad after nung Cinderella Man premier. Kasama ko nga pala nun si Raphaella at si Lia. That was after na-meet namin si Liivia at Dad nya na si Tito James at nilibre kami ni Tito james sa pancake house! yahoo.. pero dahil dun na late kami for Cinderella Man ng 45 minutes... Pero ANG AMAZING NUGN MOVIE!! ASTIG... lagi na ako kumakain ng corned beef na may patatas ngaun! wahahaha Pero ang mas cool I finally got to talk to Lia again after 2 years I think. It's like reuniting with an old friend. Wait.. It WAS reuniting with an old friend! haha Missed u for a LOOONGGG time lia. :p

     Mom ko kakaalis ng manila kahapon miss ko na cya ulit... Mommy's boy ako e.. pero Daddy's boy din! LOL! Basta love ko parents ko at love din nila ako! wakekeke Ala na 2loy yakap sakn pag 2log ko (I am such a baby) Mom ko pa nagtulong sakn mupili uyg damit na suotin nung bday ni Gayle. lol kaya sobrang formal ko tingnan nun :p

     In other news I am NEVER BUYING KSWISS SHOES AGAIN!! and dali nila masira i promise. 3 months palang shoes ko wasak na.. and 2nd pair of Kswiss shoes ko na yun this year! 1st pair binili nung march 2nd pair nung june! Ano ba magandang brand ng shoes na matibay??? Nag tsitsinelas nalang ako ngaun... T_T

    Anyway nahabaan ata tong entry ko. hehe.. pero at least nakalimutan ko onti yung problema ko... Online cya ngaun, pero may ginagawa nanaman project. oh well. That's all for now. Farstrider out.

 *END OF FLASHBACK*

   What you've just read, if you bothered to read the numerous paragraphs before this one, was the last entry I ever made on my old blog. :p Hmm.. Ahahaha lol I remember when I wrote this.. OMG I WAS PLAYED SO WELL... ahahahahaha Hopefully now I'm older and wiser. Well, I'm not so sure about the wiser aprt but the older part I'm pretty confident in. :p

    It brings to mind the fact that I feel like I haven't learned ANYTHING from my previous experiences/relationships. Ahahaha maybe I really am NOT READY for one yet :p Hmm focus on studies muna??? NOOO!!! DOTA MUNA!!!! I'll have enough time to focus on my studies during and AFTER MED SCHOOL! After all I'll only become a doctor at the age of 35 OMG OMG OMG The rest of the time I'll still be a student! Sure I'll be called an Intern and a resident but those are just fancy terms for a student. @_@

     ZZZ random thoughts.. sabog ako ngaun nebulizer nanaman kanina.. gs2 ko mag 129... pero OMG ti's raining hard I can't walk to 129 without being soaked... pls I'm sick AMP??? ARGH SAKIT NG LALAMUNAN KO SA KAKAUBO pero GUES WHAT!!! Tumitigas abdomnial muscles mo when you cough para ka naring nag sit-ups! Weee I have found the silver lining! :p huhuhu T_T yun lang. Farstrider out.

   Oh well. For some reason nagising ako kaninang 330 tapos  di nako nakatulog again, don't know why grrr... Sayang valuable sleeping time ko. >.< Kakanebulize ko again kanina zzz sabog nanaman ako ngayon oh yeah ang gaan ng feeling ahahahaha I'm still very sick but I still have to attend class.. coughing a lot is not an excuse to miss class grrr... Oh well better get ready for school... sayang talaga di sulit tulog ko >.< At least di ako nagising ng 3 am diba? 3 am daw yng time na the devil tries to invade people's bodies... accoring to the Exorcism of Emily Rose... *shiver* boy that movie scared me. Sige yun lang muna. Farstrider out.

 P.S: I'll leave you all with the quote on my quote box right now: "What kills love are words." hmm.. point to ponder :p

Reckless Abandon Lyrics

On and on, reckless abandon
Something's wrong
This is gonna shock them
Nothing to hold on to
We'll use this song
To lead you on

I learned a lot today
Not sure if I'll get laid and
Not sure if I'll fail or pass
Kissed every girl in class

Everybody would waste it all
To have a summer that they could call
A memory that's full of fun
Fucked up when it's all done

On and on, reckless abandon
Something's wrong
This is gonna shock them
Nothing to hold on to
We'll use this song
To lead you on
And break the truth with more bad news.
We left a scar size extra large

Sip a drink of the alcohol
End up kneeling in bathroom stalls
Eyes are red and my movements slow
Too high, got vertigo

He took a shit in the bathroom tub
And fed the dog the brownie drugs
Tried hard to not get caught
He fucked a chick in a parking lot

On and on, reckless abandon
Something's wrong
This is gonna shock them
Nothing to hold on to
We'll use this song
To lead you on
And break the truth with more bad news
We left a scar size extra large

Break a window and bust a wall
Making fun of your friend's mom
Turn the music up way too loud
Charge the pizza to the house


On and on, reckless abandon
Everybody would waste it all

To have a summer that they could call
Memory that's full of fun
Fucked up when it's all done
Something's wrong
This is gonna shock them
Nothing to hold on to
We'll use this song
To lead you on
And break the truth with more bad news
We left a scar size extra large

      Another boring Sunday... ZZZ...

    I watched the movie You are the One with my Mom. my sister and my Aunt kagabi. Ahahahaha it's nice to watch something whose plot deosn't require ANY analysis and you can just enjoy the pretty images on the screen. ^^ I admit the plot SUCKED pero... ANG GANDA NI TONI GONZAGA! omg ang ganda nya... OMG OMG OMG :p Ahahaha favorite scenes ko where the ones kung saan sumasayaw siya... at yung opening scene! OMG she looked so cute directing traffic... *blushes*

    ANG GANDA NI TONI GONZAGA. YUN LANG. I JUST WANTED TO MAKE A PARAGRAPH  DEDICATED TO THAT FACT.

     Anyway may gallery nako sa tabulas! Check it out! Random pics lang naman laman pero oh well THe Link is near the top of my blog Basta hanapin mo yun word na gallery at i-click mo then open the Farstrider album. Yun na yun! :p

    In other news nanuod kami ni Ace, Karlo at ni Meg ng Babette's Feast bago ako pumunta para imeet family ko. ISANG MABILIS PALA MEG HA. zzz ahahaha okay lang yung movie, I THINK if i-analyze ko siya may maganda akong insight na marereach after much philosophical inquiry.. nyahaha But I'm not in the mood for deep thinking nowadays :p I just want to enjoy things without thinking too much about what I'm doing.. like school! I want to enjoy it without studying! ahahaha HELL WEEK KO NEXT WEEK OMG GG

    Monday Dev. Bio Lab... Tuesday Dev Bio Lec. Thursday Genetics Lec. YEP THAT'S RIGHT NAGSABAY-SABAY LAHAT NG MGA MABIBIGAT NA BIO SUBJECTS MAG LONG TEST OMG GG. I'm just gonna take things one at a time.. super cram mode.. Madali lang naman kasi Genetics Lec at DEv Bio Lab eh Dev Bio Lec lang problema )(%#*$()#) Boring kasi :p Cge yun lang I'm supposed to be finishing up a bonus paper in Kasaysayan right now ahahaha I am Farstrider. I am the the storm. Farstrider out.

The perfect man is gentle, never cruel or mean

He has a beautiful smile and keeps his face clean

The perfect man likes children and will raise them by your side

The perfect man man loves cooking, cleaning and vacuuming

He will do anything to convey his power to convey his feelings

The perfect man is sweet, writing poetry from your name

He is a bestfriend to your mother and kisses away your pain.

He never has made you cry or bater you in anyway

To hell with this endless poem... The perfect man is GAY.

    Omg!!! This explains EVERYTHING. I’m Gay! Sorry ladies… ahahahaha Joke lang I like girls and only girls :pAnyway I got this poem from www.tabulas.com/~nut_n_else Neat blog with lots of neat poems! Anyway yun lang.. tagal ni Teetin me and mom are waiting for her so we can eat dinner at Teriyaki Boy! Oh yeah! Farstrider out.