May virus pc ko! That's all folks! ahahaha :p

Ryan:
It's hard to believe
That I couldn't see

Together:
You were always there beside me
Thought I was alone
With no one to hold
But you were always right beside me

Sharpay:
This feelings like no other

Together:
I want you to know

I've never had someone that knows me like you do
the way you do
I've never had somone as good for me as you
no one like you so lonely before i finally found
what i've been looking for

Sharpay:
So good to be seen
So good to be heard

Together:
Don't have to say a word

Ryan:
For so long I was lost
So good to be found

Together:
I'm loving having you around

Ryan:
This feeling's like no other

Together:
I want you to know

I've never had someone that knows me like you do
The way you do
I've never had someone as good for me as you
No one like you
So lonely before, I finally found
what I've ben looking for

Together:
Doo Doo DooDoo
Doo Doo DooDoo
Do Do

Woa-ah-ah-oh

      Ahahaha I'm obsessed with highschool musical now.. I must haved watched this movie 3 times with my sister already! The songs are good(not deep but good... can't expect TOO much of a TV movie dammit why are some people so picky) and the script is oh so mushy! Yey! I love mushy stuff ahahaha... Movies like Highschool musical give me a reason to wake up every morning. LOL!

     Well the lyrics I posted above are the words to me and my sister's favorite scene in the movie, where Ryan and Sharpay audition for the play... It's SOOOOOOOOOOO funny to watch the dance steps and acting are just so hilarious(in a GOOD way)

     So.. if you're feeling like you need something to make you forget all about your stress filled homework infested life... watch Highschool musical! Or play dota... I'm doing both! Ahahaha and I went nga pala(conyo) to Nino's party last Friday with all the 129 people! fun fun fun! Chad lasing! Ahahaha Ben on the attack and tutorials from Myles. I wish I could get more conversations like that... NO BULLSHIT CONVERSATIONS are the best. :p Anyway I wanna go to sleep now. Farstrider out.

    WTF??? OMG LOL! ahahaha I had fun! That's all I can say for now ahahaha :p

Goodbye to You be Michelle Branch 

Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with
tears from behind my eyes
but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Ohhh yeah
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

We the stars fall and I lie awake

Your my shooting star

     Dammit. Why didn't I try harder... It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time... It captures how I feel right now. I want everything... but I know that it's futile. I know that what I want  that can make me happy can never be mine again... or maybe it was never mine at all to begin with... and I know there are people who don't want to see me happy, people I thought were my friends, people who let me down...

     I still can get lost in your eyes... Dammit. I still keep our pictures in my pc... even thou I swore to delete them... We looked so happy... Or at least I did... Maybe you weren't happy. Maybe I couldn't make you happy because there was something in me you just coulnd't find... you angelic eyes and your luscious lips... a deadly combination. ARGH.

     You leave me in pieces. You leave me. I don't care what state you leave me in... what matters is that you leave. Wow what the fuck did I just say. Dammit. Dammit. Dammit. I will compare all the next to come in line to you... because you were the best... you were the most real... and I fear that the others will pale in comparison, if others are to come at all. I am Farstrider. I am the storm.